Three months!!??

Addison is three months old today, and we're not quite sure how that happened. It just flies by. So, she had her 3 month pictures taken today. Here are a couple to ooh and ahh at since we've been such BAD bloggers lately :)

Not Pregnant. Sigh.

So. We're not pregnant this cycle. It IS the first time that Jen's been inseminated. You would think that after the two and a half years it took to get me pregnant, that we would have a realistic view on what this could possibly be and how long it could take. I dont think though, that reality trumps hope. Do you? I was crushed when Jen came out into the living room last night and said that she had started her period. I wasnt crushed because we werent pregnant, I believe that that will happen. I was crushed because of the look on her face.

She looked at me and said that it must be karma for telling me that my eggs were scrambled when it took so long to get pregnant. I told her that that wasnt it and we just sat next to each other on the couch and next to Addison sleeping for a while. Today, we're moving on. I think that we've actually decided to go with a new donor. Although SD donor is great, he's really far away and we dont go out there again until September. I think with a little effort, Jen can be pregnant by the end of summer. Her surge was really strong and long. Mine used to barely register and her line was so dark it was almost black. It also registered positive on the tests for a day and a half. So, onward and upward.

Besides, you cant stay bummed when you're just beginning to enjoy your first little miracle. And look at that face, huh?

I had said that I'd be caught up on everyone's blogs this last weekend, but our move was a little more involved then I planned, so please, forgive me, and I will do my best over the next week or so to get to them, comment some and get into Kim's forum. Hope that everyone's doing great :)