Sunrise, Sunset

Quote "If love were a choice, who would choose such exquisite pain?"

I never chose to love you. From the moment we met, it just was.

As though it had never been any different

In like a tornado and out like a hurricane

A conscious life is what you brought me.

You broke my walls down, and leaving the gift of communication

I had never experienced anyone like you, and after;

I never wanted to again.

Around you I was high. Drunk in a whirlwind of love

That spiraled out of control.

From the first moment, you told me

You know this ends badly, right?"

I didnt care.

I was like a Heroine addict with an unlimited supply

No breathing room, between love and pain, as the song goes

Part of my path, you taught me how love should be

And later, how it shouldnt.

You ripped me open to look inside and showed me how to do it on my own

We had fun unlike any i've ever had. Loved like never before.

Laughed and lived the same way

When the crash came, you admitted that fear caused you to balk

Leaving me out in the cold

and alone.

You once said you didnt know how, but you'd fallen in love with me

I held those words in my heart from the second they passed your lips

Suddenly, confrontation wiped your memory clean

So much right. So much wrong.

I could never hate you. I only know because I've tried.

You made me feel like I had never lived before we met

But your selfishness proved that you were never my friend

I'm not sure which broke my heart the most.

In spite of the pain, I'm thankful to you

for coming into my life

bringing me up

destroying me

because now

I'm better then I ever was.